Where ya'll at?


Sorry... i was down t'pit.

Alrighty then.

I LIKE MUSIC!

I put a jukebox on my xanga, so my friend'll stop bitching about how much the current song sucks.

Alright, that's it! I've been here ALL DAY. There is usually at least 2-3 posts new when I get home. And I was out yesterday after 5 too. Almost 24 hours, and so few posts? I think not. Is there some conspiracy going on? *glares suspiciously*

Alright, that's it! I've been here ALL DAY. There is usually at least 2-3 posts new when I get home. And I was out yesterday after 5 too. Almost 24 hours, and so few posts? I think not. Is there some conspiracy going on? *glares suspiciously*

Don't blame me  :D  :P

Maybe I will!

Alright, that's it! I've been here ALL DAY. There is usually at least 2-3 posts new when I get home. And I was out yesterday after 5 too. Almost 24 hours, and so few posts? I think not. Is there some conspiracy going on? *glares suspiciously*


Tis a Friday.

Being an official Bum you learn these things. All the people who go home early will do so, all the people that are going away over the weekend left yesterday, everyone that could took today off for a 3 day weekend (or in my case a 4 day weekend)

Join the side of the Bum my son, your life will be forever full of useless knowledge

we all missed you today at school.  Even Mr. Powell did.  we had to have Matt read next weeks words.  He can't do it like you.

I feel fustrated. :( Robin was telling me about this new psychologist in my Bayside area but I told her that I already see one on Tuesdays at 11am.She thinks our relationship is borderline if I don't get more help about my OCD. :( So,I guess I'll talk to my Mother and see what she says and then I'll talk to this new doctor and possibly make an appointment.I told Robin I sometimes need to talk stuff over with my parents before doing things or they'll get angry at me and I don't want that.I don't know what she's gonna do with me.It's obviously,that she still wants me to change or else the relationship will sink.Any thoughts? :(



Howard

we all missed you today at school.  Even Mr. Powell did.  we had to have Matt read next weeks words.  He can't do it like you.


Wow... Even Mr. Powell, eh?

I really wanted to be there, but then.. Well, you know how it is.

Well, ordering Chinese right now. Hope I can keep it down...

Screw this! Not one? I know people are on.

I feel fustrated. :( Robin was telling me about this new psychologist in my Bayside area but I told her that I already see one on Tuesdays at 11am.She thinks our relationship is borderline if I don't get more help about my OCD. :( So,I guess I'll talk to my Mother and see what she says and then I'll talk to this new doctor and possibly make an appointment.I told Robin I sometimes need to talk stuff over with my parents before doing things or they'll get angry at me and I don't want that.I don't know what she's gonna do with me.It's obviously,that she still wants me to change or else the relationship will sink.Any thoughts? :(



Are you sure it's not Robin with the OCD ? - tell her to get off your back. :(   How would she feel if you kept nagging her about changing?  I'd ditch her Howard - she sounds like a huge pain in the bum!  What does your mother think about the situation?

Are you sure it's not Robin with the OCD ? - tell her to get off your back. :(   How would she feel if you kept nagging her about changing?  I'd ditch her Howard - she sounds like a huge pain in the bum!  What does your mother think about the situation?



She thinks she's way too pushy. :(



Howard

Well, ordering Chinese right now. Hope I can keep it down...
to do your laundry?   ;D

Hope you're starting to feel better Apricot  :)

She thinks she's way too pushy. :(



Howard
is OCD the same thing Jack Nickelson had in the movie "As Good as it Gets"?

I find it odd how much PMS I'm getting for my friend's post...

is OCD the same thing Jack Nickelson had in the movie "As Good as it Gets"?



I don't know.have never seen the movie


Howard

is OCD the same thing Jack Nickelson had in the movie "As Good as it Gets"?


Yep!

Sounded right to me.

I don't know.have never seen the movie


Howard
a great movie, he was so funny

Heehee.. post 1696....

Slow night, I guess...

I'm IN THE HIZZAY!  :D

Whatup?  I'm good, just bored.  Looking at gold coins online now.

I just got back from the local bowling alley. It was really crowded and I now smell like cigarette smoke because of it. I had a good time though.

I like the smell of smoke... don't know why, never have. But I always liked it.

I feel washed up right now.

She thinks she's way too pushy. :(



Howard


Your mom's right, Howard.  She is way to pushy.  Relationships are about compromise...it sounds like she is doing all the pushing and you are supposed to do all the changing.  It doesn't work that way.

I'm with Dagwood.

Your mom's right, Howard.  She is way to pushy.  Relationships are about compromise...it sounds like she is doing all the pushing and you are supposed to do all the changing.  It doesn't work that way.


Couldn't put it better, Dagwood.  :)

Agreed.

This is bull...

This is bull...


What is?

Never mind...

Never mind...

oh well, whatever, nevermind

oh well, whatever, nevermind


Nirvana!  :)

I'm probably gonna be made to go to bed, but I won't sleep. I've rested for, like, 27 hours.

I'm probably gonna be made to go to bed, but I won't sleep. I've rested for, like, 27 hours.

Fake an upset stomach and hang out in the bathroom and read, if you're lucky you can miss a day of school like this too...hey wait a minute, it's Friday and there is no school tomorrow

Well, they ain't said nothing yet... so I guess I'm okay.

Spring break for me now. I leave out of town early tommorrow morning, and I won't be back until NEXT sunday.

Spring break for me now. I leave out of town early tommorrow morning, and I won't be back until NEXT sunday.


That's cool, Dude. Going anywhere nice?  :)

His Uncles House  ::)

Don't know why i remember that..

Your mom's right, Howard.  She is way to pushy.  Relationships are about compromise...it sounds like she is doing all the pushing and you are supposed to do all the changing.  It doesn't work that way.


I understand about that and relationships are supposed to be about trusting and listening but she recommended me another psychologist to talk to for a one on one therapy session so I talked it over with my Mother and she didn't seem to mind at all.So,I'll give her a try.

Howard

I kinda feel fustrated that I had ended a toxic friendship the wrong way.This friend,I've known for quite a long time wound up with a mental illness.In 1995,we had a fight that lasted 4 years and I couldn't take his crap anymore so in 1999 he wrote me a letter talking about getting back together so I did that and little did I know that he was taking advantage of me years ago cause I had money but I had no job at the time.On Thursday Night,I had to put my foot down and blow him off and talk to him but I worded it incorrectly by saying"I have some bad news,I won't be able to hang out with you anymore on Saturdays,I want to spend more time with my new girlfriend from now on".he didn't seem to understand.he was kinda devastated and wound up cursing Robin and I out by saying for us to go to hell and hope you 2 break up.He hung up on me and then the after effects was that he left numerous messages on my cell phone cursing me out.Well,that's the end of him after 10,11 years.Good Riddance to bad rubbish.didn't need his retarded behavior anymore.he's as good as gone. >:( Now,I can have my Saturdays free for other friends.


Howard 

I kinda feel fustrated that I had ended a toxic friendship the wrong way.This friend,I've known for quite a long time wound up with a mental illness.In 1995,we had a fight that lasted 4 years and I couldn't take his crap anymore so in 1999 he wrote me a letter talking about getting back together so I did that and little did I know that he was taking advantage of me years ago cause I had money but I had no job at the time.On Thursday Night,I had to put my foot down and blow him off and talk to him but I worded it incorrectly by saying"I have some bad news,I won't be able to hang out with you anymore on Saturdays,I want to spend more time with my new girlfriend from now on".he didn't seem to understand.he was kinda devastated and wound up cursing Robin and I out by saying for us to go to hell and hope you 2 break up.He hung up on me and then the after effects was that he left numerous messages on my cell phone cursing me out.Well,that's the end of him after 10,11 years.Good Riddance to bad rubbish.didn't need his retarded behavior anymore.he's as good as gone. >:( Now,I can have my Saturdays free for other friends.


IMO, Howard, I think you worded it very well. You were truthful and to the point. If this guy has been taking advantage of you, that is the most he deserves. His cursing will die down if you ignore it and it goes to show that he is angry because he can't use you as a doormat anymore.  :)

I kinda feel fustrated that I had ended a toxic friendship the wrong way.This friend,I've known for quite a long time wound up with a mental illness.In 1995,we had a fight that lasted 4 years and I couldn't take his crap anymore so in 1999 he wrote me a letter talking about getting back together so I did that and little did I know that he was taking advantage of me years ago cause I had money but I had no job at the time.On Thursday Night,I had to put my foot down and blow him off and talk to him but I worded it incorrectly by saying"I have some bad news,I won't be able to hang out with you anymore on Saturdays,I want to spend more time with my new girlfriend from now on".he didn't seem to understand.he was kinda devastated and wound up cursing Robin and I out by saying for us to go to hell and hope you 2 break up.He hung up on me and then the after effects was that he left numerous messages on my cell phone cursing me out.Well,that's the end of him after 10,11 years.Good Riddance to bad rubbish.didn't need his retarded behavior anymore.he's as good as gone. >:( Now,I can have my Saturdays free for other friends.


Howard 


Sounds like you left the door open for Sunday through Friday though.  ???

LB

IMO, Howard, I think you worded it very well. You were truthful and to the point. If this guy has been taking advantage of you, that is the most he deserves. His cursing will die down if you ignore it and it goes to show that he is angry because he can't use you as a doormat anymore.  :)


Well,Bobby this is the 2nd breakup for us and this time I will not be used as a doormat anymore.You don't go telling me to go choose between My Girlfriend and him.It's just not right.I was kinda nervous trying to figure out what to say to him all week and on Thursday night,My feelings came out.after all these years,I've been biting my tongue with him and now,I couldn't take his crap anymore.goodbye,so long farwell.nice knowing you.Let's see if he comes crawling back but that won't happen.I will not allow it to happen. >:(


Howard

Sounds like you left the door open for Sunday through Friday though.  ???


I doubt his mate would want to if he is cursing Howard down the phone.

Well,Bobby this is the 2nd breakup for us and this time I will not be used as a doormat anymore.You don't go telling me to go choose between My Girlfriend and him.It's just not right.I was kinda nervous trying to figure out what to say to him all week and on Thursday night,My feelings came out.after all these years,I've been biting my tongue with him and now,I couldn't take his crap anymore.goodbye,so long farwell.nice knowing you.Let's see if he comes crawling back but that won't happen.I will not allow it to happen. >:(


You have done a brave thing, mate. Well done, my man.  :)

Sounds like you left the door open for Sunday through Friday though.  ???

LB


I'm busy Monday thru Friday and Sunday I spend time with Robin.What I would like to do is to spend more time with her on Saturdays too when she finishes college.Matthew's obsessiveness with me and Saturdays was getting ridiculous.I couldn't take it anymore.I was sick of it.and that was the end of him. >:(


Howard

You have done a brave thing, mate. Well done, my man.  :)



Thanks Bob,I think. :-\\

Howard

Thanks Bob,I think. :-\\


:)

I couldn't take it anymore.I was sick of it.and that was the end of him. >:(


OMG Howard - what have you done!!!  ;) ;D

:)


Thank You.I'll try not to let this moron get to me and in my head.I won't think about him and I'll have a pleasant weekend.
I will think good thoughts.It took me such a very long time to finally rid myself of his garbage and problems.Thank God. >:(

 Howard

OMG Howard - what have you done!!!  ;) ;D


do what? ???

Howard

Thank You.I'll try not to let this moron get to me and in my head.I won't think about him and I'll have a pleasant weekend.
I will think good thoughts.It took me such a very long time to finally rid myself of his garbage and problems.Thank God. >:(


Getting rid of him will be enough to give you a pleasant weekend. You can talk to us on the board every Saturday now. Can I see you every Saturday . . . Please?  ;)  ;D

Getting rid of him will be enough to give you a pleasant weekend. You can talk to us on the board every Saturday now. Can I see you every Saturday . . . Please?  ;)  ;D


take a number. ;D


Howard

take a number. ;D


Lol. I was pratting about. I was pretending to be like your obsessive mate.  ;)  ;D

Lol. I was pratting about. I was pretending to be like your obsessive mate.  ;)  ;D



dont make me curse you out like I did Matthew Thursday Night. ;D
I'm just kidding Bob. ;)


Howard

dont make me curse you out like I did Matthew Thursday Night. ;D
I'm just kidding Bob. ;)


Ha ha! I know, Howard.  ;)  ;D

Still can't do nothing... Man, I'm bored.

Still can't do nothing... Man, I'm bored.


Why can't you do anything?

My parents still think I'm too sick to do anything, that's why.

My parents still think I'm too sick to do anything, that's why.


You can still do stuff if you want to, even if you are sick.  :)

Yeah, but I wanna, like, catch "The Ring 2" or something...

Yeah, but I wanna, like, catch "The Ring 2" or something...


What did you tell your parents you are sick from?

Bubonic Plague wasn't it 'cot?

Well, I'm not sick anymore. But of course, my parents had to go to some sheeshty thriller, so I can't go anywhere. Bitch for years about how I never do anything on the weekend, then leave when I finally do something. Just when I had plans...

And there's no food in the house...

Well, I'm not sick anymore. But of course, my parents had to go to some sheeshty thriller, so I can't go anywhere. b*tc* for years about how I never do anything on the weekend, then leave when I finally do something. Just when I had plans...


That is just bad luck, Apricot.

I'm busy Monday thru Friday and Sunday I spend time with Robin.What I would like to do is to spend more time with her on Saturdays too when she finishes college.Matthew's obsessiveness with me and Saturdays was getting ridiculous.I couldn't take it anymore.I was sick of it.and that was the end of him. >:(


Howard


Is Matthew the guy who has sex with all those girls? ???

Managed to dig up some ghetto taco things.. okay at best.

Just had an awesome guitar session

Nice.... I oughta practice my new music here.

I have chocolate, and it's good!  :D

I have chocolate, and it's good!  :D


Very good, Apricot. I'm glad you are enjoying it.  :)

My mom should be getting home soon.

And there's no food in the house...

Plant a garden, you will keep yourself busy and have food, plus the side benefits of disposing of dead bodies of your enemies ;)

Well, now that you mention it, there are a few bodies I need to dispose of..  ;D

Spnarlf!

Is Matthew the guy who has sex with all those girls? ???


No.just loves his Gilmore Girls,enjoys porno magazines with young teens in them,and has posters of Shakira and Alexis Blidel. ::)


Howard

It was such a great day today and I didn't even think about Matthew at all.I went Bowling and went out to a Chinese Buffett later that evening with my recreational group.I'm making newer friends,have a new girlfriend Robin who's a pain in my butt but I love her so,enjoying going out more often and talking to loads of people.life is much better these days. :)


Howard

PORNS?!  :o

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, nighty night.

Isaac

I'm busy Monday thru Friday and Sunday I spend time with Robin.What I would like to do is to spend more time with her on Saturdays too when she finishes college.Matthew's obsessiveness with me and Saturdays was getting ridiculous.I couldn't take it anymore.I was sick of it.and that was the end of him. >:(


Howard


Good job Howard :)  You can't let him mess you up like that, it's doing injustice to yourself.  He sounds like a freak. 

No.just loves his Gilmore Girls,enjoys porno magazines with young teens in them,and has posters of Shakira and Alexis Blidel. ::)


Matthew keeps my Porn Emporium in Business.

By the way, once again that address is 1854 MLK Boulevard. Come alone.

Matthew keeps my Porn Emporium in Business.

By the way, once again that address is 1854 MLK Boulevard. Come alone.


He is the porn king!  ;D

Making one post {for now}.

Sick again.

Making one post {for now}.

Sick again.

not angry again? (Megadeth song)   :D

not angry again? (Megadeth song)   :D


Or dead again (i forget who wrote that)

Well, I'm back on. At least for now.

1890th post. I'm great!

1890th post. I'm great!


And how many of those posts have been saying 'okay, I'm back'?  ;)  ;D

1890th post. I'm great!


You're about the same as me!  To 2000 ... and beyond  ;D

I have got a headache-it feels like a sinus headache. I really hate that.





Cat

I have got a headache-it feels like a sinus headache. I really hate that.


Oh no. Sorry to hear that.  :(

I've got a headache - but she's gone to bed now.  ;D

I have got a headache-it feels like a sinus headache. I really hate that.


Tylenol +++


I've got a headache - but she's gone to bed now. ;D


Mallet +++

And how many of those posts have been saying 'okay, I'm back'?  ;)  ;D


Only one or two, really.

Oh no. Sorry to hear that.  :(

I've got a headache - but she's gone to bed now.  ;D




That's terrible (unless you are talking about your mother and not your girlfriend.  ;))




Mallet +++




That's even worse (but I must confess, I did laugh.  ;))




Cat

That's terrible (unless you are talking about your mother and not your girlfriend.  ;))


Both. Well probably . . . I don't know what time my mother goes to bed (that's when the mallet comes in handy).  ;D

That's even worse (but I must confess, I did laugh.  ;))


Always at hand

Mallet +++


My husband says "light beer" should come with a ^

My husband says "light beer" should come with a ^


Andrew says 'Light Beer' should come with the inventor so you can hit him

Guess my posts aren't going through.

Good job Howard :)  You can't let him mess you up like that, it's doing injustice to yourself.  He sounds like a freak. 



He's one sick puppy. >:( I'm glad I shrugged him off my shoulders.He was doing injustice to me.let him hang out with his other retarded friends.He still thinks he's dirt and chopped liver from what I had said to him on Thursday Night. ::)



Howard

He's one sick puppy. >:( I'm glad I shrugged him off my shoulders.He was doing injustice to me.let him hang out with his other retarded friends.He still thinks he's dirt and chopped liver from what I had said to him on Thursday Night. ::)


Wow Howard. That's another brilliant phrase i am gonna use, 'Dirt & Chopped Liver' that's a good one man.

I have added like so many new words to my vocabulary knowing you Howard, it's excellent, you should write a book of them, i bet people would buy it. Sloppydonna and asshead are just funny as heck.

Today,I went to Manhattan with Robin and both of us took the LIRR to Penn Station.Ate at KFC for lunch then shopped at some cheapass stores where I bought pairs of socks,a black belt and she was helping me buy a synthetic leather jacket for $7.00.We also got to see The Macy's Flower Show,some sort of Easter Parade where a group was singing"Chitty Chitty Bang Bang"and throwing green confetti,walked around and that was basically it.not quite a good day cause it was too rainy and dreary.I just don't like going to the city when it's cloudy.I kinda like it when it's nice and sunny and you could stay out longer and feel happy.Today,I just felt too lethargic cause of the weather.Hopefully,it'll get better next time cause we'll both have more energy to walk around.And,also didn't even think about my obsessive ex-friend Matthew.It was kind of nice without him. loads of peace and quiet. :)



Howard

Wow Howard. That's another brilliant phrase i am gonna use, 'Dirt & Chopped Liver' that's a good one man.

I have added like so many new words to my vocabulary knowing you Howard, it's excellent, you should write a book of them, i bet people would buy it. Sloppydonna and asshead are just funny as heck.


The book of Howardisms would be a great read.  ;D

Wow Howard. That's another brilliant phrase i am gonna use, 'Dirt & Chopped Liver' that's a good one man.

I have added like so many new words to my vocabulary knowing you Howard, it's excellent, you should write a book of them, i bet people would buy it. Sloppydonna and asshead are just funny as heck.



Thank You.What I meant was"dirt & chopped liver"is his way of saying that he thinks he's at the bottom of the barrell and that he's nothing but a dumbass.Well,he's right. ;D


Howard

The book of Howardisms would be a great read.  ;D



I'll probably make up a book sometime in the near future.Right Now,I've got to get my life back together. :)


Howard

I'll probably make up a book sometime in the near future.Right Now,I've got to get my life back together. :)


Well i am going to bed in a moment, but before i do Howard, some friendly words.

You don't need to be rushing around changeing thingsr, you seem to be doing pretty good now. It looks like you are gonna get a new job, you have a girlfriend lots of friends. At the moment, your doing better than i am, and a lot of other people are, don't be so hard on yourself.

Well i am going to bed in a moment, but before i do Howard, some friendly words.

You don't need to be rushing around changeing thingsr, you seem to be doing pretty good now. It looks like you are gonna get a new job, you have a girlfriend lots of friends. At the moment, your doing better than i am, and a lot of other people are, don't be so hard on yourself.


Absolutely agree with Andy, Howard. You should always take these life changing things in stages. You must take breaks to be happy with yourself in the meantime. The race is only with yourself as the old saying goes.

Well i am going to bed in a moment, but before i do Howard, some friendly words.

You don't need to be rushing around changing things you seem to be doing pretty good now. It looks like you are gonna get a new job, you have a girlfriend lots of friends. At the moment, your doing better than i am, and a lot of other people are, don't be so hard on yourself.



Thank you Al.That's nice encouragement but this girlfriend still wants to change me. ::) Robin is worried about me too much.I still wonder why her parents are yelling at her and yelling about me.Robin is a girl that doesn't have any patience and time whatsoever.She's a girl with ambition and as for me on the other hand,I'm patient in waiting.She doesn't understand that you can't tell me to do things overnight.That's not how I work.She's got to get that through her head! >:(


Howard

Thank you Al.That's nice encouragement but this girlfriend still wants to change me. ::) Robin is worried about me too much.I still wonder why her parents are yelling at her and yelling about me.Robin is a girl that doesn't have any patience and time whatsoever.She's a girl with ambition and as for me on the other hand,I'm patient in waiting.She doesn't understand that you can't tell me to do things overnight.That's not how I work.She's got to get that through her head! >:(


I'm sure she will work it out eventually.. all good relationships are give and take

Absolutely agree with Andy, Howard. You should always take these life changing things in stages. You must take breaks to be happy with yourself in the meantime. The race is only with yourself as the old saying goes.


tell that to Robin.She has no patience and time whatsoever.She's a girl that goes out and does it but I'm completely the opposite >:(



Howard

I'm sure she will work it out eventually.. all good relationships are give and take


Well,we'll see what happens with this relationship.Let's hope it lasts.I doubt it.


Howard

More then likely, I'll be home tomorrow. We only have school for 3 days this week, and I might only go for 1-2.

I finally reached 500 posts and became a Nestor le Pingouin!!!

tell that to Robin.She has no patience and time whatsoever.She's a girl that goes out and does it but I'm completely the opposite >:(


Maybe you should tell that to Robin.  ;)

Maybe you should tell that to Robin.  ;)


I'm trying to but it's hard right now. :(


Howard

I'm trying to but it's hard right now. :(


I understand.  :)

I finally reached 500 posts and became a Nestor le Pingouin!!!

I'm still prettier then you. ;D

Hey Howard,
All relationships have their ups and downs.....and they are definitely NOT easy. It's something that if you want it to excel...you have to really work at it..everyday. If your relationship is something that is serious and you really care about each other....I am sure you will work it out...but if it ends up being something that you dread getting up everyday and knowing that it is there...than don't waste your time on it. Try to focus on some of Robin's good traits...and weigh them with the bad...if the bad outdoes the good..then that really isn't good healty grounds for a relationship.

I hope it all works out for you

BTW....what does your g/f look like? I didn't know if you had ever posted a pic of her or not before..I was just curious.


Erin :)

Yeah, I'd like a pic too.

hey everyone.  sorry i haven't been on lately i have had an ear infection all weekend and finally feel up to doing stuff.  Unfortunately i have a doctors appointment that i have to leave for in 20 minutes so i will have to get off in a couple of minutes but hope to be back on later tonight.

Good to 'ave you back, mang. See ya tonight, then.

Hey Howard,
All relationships have their ups and downs.....and they are definitely NOT easy. It's something that if you want it to excel...you have to really work at it..everyday. If your relationship is something that is serious and you really care about each other....I am sure you will work it out...but if it ends up being something that you dread getting up everyday and knowing that it is there...than don't waste your time on it. Try to focus on some of Robin's good traits...and weigh them with the bad...if the bad outdoes the good..then that really isn't good healty grounds for a relationship.

I hope it all works out for you

BTW....what does your g/f look like? I didn't know if you had ever posted a pic of her or not before..I was just curious.


Erin :)



You have a point there Quirk.Thank You.relationships do have their ups and downs.I have accomplished what I wanted to do within a years time and now things are looking great for me as we speak.I'm getting into The Supportive Employment Program,getting a part time job so that means I will have to quit my volunteer site and they'll give me an excellent reference,I dumped an old aggravating friend who caused me stress and anger & I'm making newer older guy friends.I love Robin a lot but she has to learn that I have patience and time and I do not rush life. :)


Howard

Yeah, I'd like a pic too.



Sorry.I had a picture of her but it kinda disappeared.I'll ask her if she has a wallet sized photo or something from the internet.


Howard

I understand.  :)



Thanks Bob.I just don't want her parents to continually yell at her saying why are you still going out with that guy who STILL doesn't have a job?He has no ambition.And she keeps rubbing it in my face saying you need money to survive in this world and you need a job.I tried explaining that to her but she seems to have some faith in me.


Howard

hey hey hey

I'm here! Oh, darn, I missed pimpin. Oh, well.

Today was good. Still getting over the cough.

You know, the girl that use to hurt me when she'd act so rude or spiteful doesn't even effect me any more. I'm neither mad nor upset nor even effected. And it feels good.

Had some bad chicken, and a bit of stomach problems resulting. Think I'm gonna get a xanga.

I'm on spring break, and Apricot isn't. Hahahaha! I win!

Shut up! I got 2 days, yeah, but I'll be off longer then you!

Aw, Hell, you won't read this, you only ever get on like 5 minutes.

I like my new avatar! But I liked my old Elliott Smith black-and-white.

What do you guys think?

Well?

I loike this one like

You know, things that made me angry, I'm finally cooling down. Thinking about it doesn't make me think angrily, it just gives me, like, a "Meh, whatever." feeling.

Well, leaving on post 1991, just so I can have a palindrome. I'll be back later tonight, maybe at my usual time. God Ween Satan.

liked the old one.

I feel fantabulous! ;D Only a day and a half more of work and then I'm off for a three day weekend. 8)

one more day of school and then i don't go back until Tuesday. ;D ;D

One more day of work then i wont go back until...

April 4th  ;D

Well, I am off all this week from school and I won't go back until March 28th.

that means sleep

have to go to my little brothers school concert tonight.  boring.

have to go to my little brothers school concert tonight.  boring.
what type of concert?

Let me sum this relationship up so far with Robin within the past 6 months.I meet a girl named Robin in October of 2004 for the very first time.We start out as friends then work our way up to boyfriend/girlfriend slowly but surely 3 months later.I by accident discuss my health and financial status which I shouldnt've months later.She then tells me what I need/want to change about myself.I meet her parents.They seem to like me but yell at Robin after I had left the house telling her that Howard needs more ambition and wonders why you're still dating this 31 year old man & because he still doesn't have a job.Robin then tries to also change my clothes,lifestyle,wants me back on medication,tells me to see another psychologist and some other bullcrap! I'm still going out with her but I have to talk to people and then talk to her about pushing me way too fast and you have to have patience and time in order to do things.One day at a time.That's basically about it. ::)


Howard

Well, th' old one is back. And it will be for a while. Got all m' make up work done but one thing, and that teacher seems to be delaying me in finishing. Meh, I'll do it tomorrow. Which reminds me: Break starts tomorrow! And you know what that means: POSTING SPREE FROM APRICOT! YAY!!!!!  :D

Went for a walk. My arm hurts from the dog pulling me.

One more...

POST 2000! HELL YEAH!

By the way, at the end of the month, this board will be locked and I'll be creating a new one monthly, like "Feel Any Way- April", "Feel Any Way- May", and so on. So if this is moderated or lost, we won't lose so many posts. Kay? Kay.

Isaac

Feeling pretty worthless.

why?

Feeling pretty worthless.
sell your body to science   ;)

why?


I got to thinking about how people view me. And there are a lot of people who hate me for little or no reason. I'm fine with that, but quit vocalizing it all the goddamn time.

why do they hate you???
if it helps any...my sister Beth (midknightdarkness) has some sort of sick obsession with you.....she thinks you totally ROCK!


ERin :)

A sick obession? I have an obsessive fan? That's great! I love it!  :D

oh hecks yes you do!! :D

Hahaha! Wait till I TELL PEOPLE!  ;D

I'm just playin'... or am i? hehehe

Strange... this song is picking me up. And song titled "I'll See You In Hell" by Voltaire. Happy tune, some of the saddest lyrics I've ever heard.

Well, I'm off to bed. Good night, see ya tomorrow. ONE DAY UNTIL MY SPRING BREAK! YAY!  :D

Isaac

Would anyone like to read my relationship so far #1189?


Howard

Finally, BREAK! Now, I can relax. But naturally, my dad thinks we need to rebury all the dirt in our yard. Sigh...

I'm cold and tired.

Wow, slow day.

Holy crap... DevoRule/Full_House_Fan AND robocop3 just went hari-kiri as I was posting on politics. Whoa...

I'm still trying to get that ex-friend Matthew out of my system.I was just thinking back to that Thursday of what he had said to me that was just downright hurtful to Robin and I when he said"I hope you 2 break up and I hope you 2 burn/go to hell.I think that was uncalled for but he had a right to be angry but for me,I just couldn't take his crap anymore.This is our 2nd breakup with each other and I hope it stays broken.I kinda bet 4 years later he's gonna probably want to crawl back into my arms and apologize.I don't see that happening anytime soon.Let him find some other friends to hang out with.I don't have time for him no more!He has to learn to accept transistion and change and to stop obsessing over me and Saturdays with each other. >:(



Howard

I'm still trying to get that ex-friend Matthew out of my system.I was just thinking back to that Thursday of what he had said to me that was just downright hurtful to Robin and I when he said"I hope you 2 break up and I hope you 2 burn/go to hell.I think that was uncalled for but he had a right to be angry but for me,I just couldn't take his crap anymore.This is our 2nd breakup with each other and I hope it stays broken.I kinda bet 4 years later he's gonna probably want to crawl back into my arms and apologize.I don't see that happening anytime soon.Let him find some other friends to hang out with.I don't have time for him no more!He has to learn to accept transistion and change and to stop obsessing over me and Saturdays with each other. >:(



Howard
try exlax   ;D

try exlax   ;D


I'd like to give him some EXLAX or some Pepto Bismol >:(



Howard

I'd like to give him some EXLAX or some Pepto Bismol >:(



Howard
don't overdose :P