Thank You.  :) But still I don't even understand why she thinks I need a psychologist when I already have one Tuesdays at 11am? I know that I DON'T need a psychiatrist for medication but why arrange for a one on one therapy session when I already go to one myself? ::) It doesn't make any sense at all.I just hope this is not another one of her changes on me. ::)


Neither do I, mate. If you don't mind me asking, do you do/say anything that she thinks would require a psychiatrist's help?

No,I can't do that.I love her so much. :( She means well but sometimes she needs to back off once in a while to give me some breathing room.I understand how she feels about me but I guess I have to let her know how I feel about HER.

BTW,did anyone read my story#726? ???


Howard


When you're in a healthy relationship you respect each others differences.  She gives you such a hard time I don't know why you would love her.  People that love you support you and make you feel good about yourself and I don't think Robyn is doing that for you.  You do have to let her know how you feel about her but you have to be honest and tell her that her behaviour is bothering you.

PS I did read your story #726.

just got up and i feel great.

no body is on

somebody post!!

I'm on now. Guess you got up too early, man. Tough break.

I'm on now. Guess you got up too early, man. Tough break.


Tee Hee.. getting up early bites.

I had a coup today, i sat down on the bus and this bloke got up at the very next stop. I picked up the paper he left behind and started reading it then something caught my eye.. he had left a perfectly good pair of gloves on the seat.

What a find, they fit perfect and are really warm  ;D he looked respectable as well.. and when i checked the tag they are from marks & spencer (which is a nice store)

Nice, man. New gloves are good, And from a nice store only adds to it.

Nice, man. New gloves are good, And from a nice store only adds to it.


Wouldnt really bother me what they were or where they were from, anything free is good.

Agreed. Free stuff is good. Unless it's like mono or something.  ;D

Agreed. Free stuff is good. Unless it's like mono or something.  ;D


And would you be knowing about that?  ;)

;D No.... OR DO I? AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  ;D

;D No.... OR DO I? AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  ;D


you better not!

What're you gonna do about it if I'm not? Huh?  ;D

I better not start, we'll get into another picture battle.  ;D

I actually had Glandular Fever which is somewhat similar.  :(

Kept me off my feet for about a month

I know a girl who was out for a month as well... and she has to stay home some days still.

I know a girl who was out for a month as well... and she has to stay home some days still.


With mono? I think that stays much longer.. Glandular fever can linger for up to 6 months.. mine was pretty much gone after the month.

Yeah, it does stay for a long time. But she was only out to the point she couldn't come to school for, like, a month. She can come to school, but it still gets her some days.

Yeah, it does stay for a long time. But she was only out to the point she couldn't come to school for, like, a month. She can come to school, but it still gets her some days.


EEP!

*hides in hood of coat"

Don't worry, she isn't here.. You can come out now. OR CAN YOU?!?!?!?!

I shalt vanquish all Mine foes.. includeing her..










and you.

Oh no you didn't! *pulls out gun. Breaks gun as one would break wine bottle* Let's go!

Oh no you didn't! *pulls out gun. Breaks gun as one would break wine bottle* Let's go!


You startin on me son?

http://giotto.ibs.it/jackets/z14/8884904714.jpg

AHHHH! No, sir.

AHHHH! No, sir.


Good lad, you know it makes sense.. now run along and make me a sandwhich

Good lad, you know it makes sense.. now run along and make me a sandwhich


Lol.

Speaking of which, I should prolly eat soon.

Lol.


You too 'Bob' if that is your real name

I got a microwave chicked pot pie.. my first bite in about a day. And it feels like it's gonna stay down.

I got a microwave chicked pot pie.. my first bite in about a day. And it feels like it's gonna stay down.


Acne rubbing against a brick wall.. pop..pop...pop.. is it still down?

You too 'Bob' if that is your real name


Okay. What filling do you want?

Acne rubbing against a brick wall.. pop..pop...pop.. is it still down?


I'm presuming you have had first hand experience in this?  ;D

I'm presuming you have had first hand experience in this?  ;D


SOD OFF! I was never actually very spotty.. (which is more than can be said for my arse)

There was a lad in our year at school.. this would have been year 7.. who had taken the blade out of his pencil sharpner and used to.. well you can imagine..

SOD OFF! I was never actually very spotty.. (which is more than can be said for my arse)

Lol. So you was scraping your arse against a brick wall? Could anyone tell the difference LMAO!!!  ;)  ;D

There was a lad in our year at school.. this would have been year 7.. who had taken the blade out of his pencil sharpner and used to.. well you can imagine..

No way!?! OMG!!! LMAO.  ;D

Lol. So you was scraping your arse against a brick wall? Could anyone tell the difference LMAO!!!  ;)  ;D

No way!?! OMG!!! LMAO.  ;D


'You was' what kind of Grammar is that Bobin?

You were.. would be correct. No i wasn't!

Yeah he did it in french, that was the only class i was with him for, bloody gross.

'You was' what kind of Grammar is that Bobin?

You were.. would be correct. No i wasn't!

The same quality as your typo errors.  ;D

Yeah he did it in french, that was the only class i was with him for, bloody gross.

Yuck!  :P

The same quality as your typo errors.  ;D

Yuck!  :P


Why i never.. have i ever made a typo error..  i think now  ::)

He was gross.. i actually saw him about a month ago in Dixons. The Acne was gone, looks like he has a kid now though.. I suppose you get rid of one pain and gain another..

Why i never.. have i ever made a typo error..  i think now  ::)

You are the imperial master of the typo error.  ;D

He was gross.. i actually saw him about a month ago in Dixons. The Acne was gone, looks like he has a kid now though.. I suppose you get rid of one pain and gain another..


As long as he doesn't practice his blading on the kid, he's alright.  ;D

You are the imperial master of the typo error.  ;D


quite yew.


As long as he doesn't practice his blading on the kid, he's alright.  ;D


It was bloody ugly.. as was it's mother, although Kudos to him for staying with her.. most wouldn't have. Not cus she wasn't a picture.. just that a lot don't. Especially round here.

quite yew.

Lol.

It was bloody ugly.. as was it's mother, although Kudos to him for staying with her.. most wouldn't have. Not cus she wasn't a picture.. just that a lot don't. Especially round here.

Oh I get you.  ;D

Quick question then Bob, how young was the youngest in your school to have a sprog. At mine there was a girl in the year below me who had the baby about a month before she turned 13.  :o

From what i heard her mother had her when she was 14.

Grandmother at 27.. only in Leicester

Quick question then Bob, how young was the youngest in your school to have a sprog. At mine there was a girl in the year below me who had the baby about a month before she turned 13.  :o

I don't know anybody in my school that had a baby. Surprising really considering where I come from.

From what i heard her mother had her when she was 14.

Grandmother at 27.. only in Leicester


That's a sad situation right there, mate.  :o

I don't know anybody in my school that had a baby. Surprising really considering where I come from.

That's a sad situation right there, mate.  :o


Really.. more innocent times eh Bob.

Have you ever watched Shameless. One of my favourite lines was when the woman (who's name i can't remember)
said...

"I was always proud of the fact that i was the only girl in my class not to get pregnant before her GCSE's"

The sad thing is that that is not unheard of.

Really.. more innocent times eh Bob.

Well, my girlfriend had her child in 1991 at the age of 14 so not quite innocent times. Maybe it's a more publicised problem now.

Have you ever watched Shameless. One of my favourite lines was when the woman (who's name i can't remember)
said...

"I was always proud of the fact that i was the only girl in my class not to get pregnant before her GCSE's"

The sad thing is that that is not unheard of.


No I haven't but it's a good quote.

You are right about that.  :(

Well, my girlfriend had her child in 1991 at the age of 14 so not quite innocent times. Maybe it's a more publicised problem now.

No I haven't but it's a good quote.

You are right about that.  :(


I think your girlfriend may be a bit different though, the lad is obviously well looked after.. a lot of the time it's like.. oh a baby.. great, what do i do with it?

I think your girlfriend may be a bit different though, the lad is obviously well looked after.. a lot of the time it's like.. oh a baby.. great, what do i do with it?


Oh yeah. My girlfriend has done a grand job.  :)

Well, kids, I got MSN. I can talk to her now.

Ey, where'd everyone go?

Ey, where'd everyone go?


BOO! I was behind the credenza

Guess who just got online...

Well, kids, I got MSN. I can talk to her now.


How's it going with your lady friend then?  :)

Great! I can't help but think she's avoiding something... Wonder what that could be?  :D

Great! I can't help but think she's avoiding something... Wonder what that could be?  :D


Why do you think that then, Apricot?  :)

It's just that she says "I'll be right back" at far too convienient of moments. She claims to know something. To have guessed it, and gotten it right on the head. But when I ask about that, she has to go. Hmm...

It's just that she says "I'll be right back" at far too convienient of moments. She claims to know something. To have guessed it, and gotten it right on the head. But when I ask about that, she has to go. Hmm...


Very interesting. I hope it's good news for you, man.  :)

Thanks, Bobby. Good to know people are wishing me well.


Yeah... On another note..

MY AVATAR IS PUPPIES NOW!

Thanks, Bobby. Good to know people are wishing me well.

No problems, man.  :)

Yeah... On another note..

MY AVATAR IS PUPPIES NOW!


Show us the puppies! Lol.  ;D

D' puppies are up.

And I'm telling her tonight.

And I'm telling her tonight.


What are you telling her, Apricot?

That I love her. I'm telling her everything I've felt about her, all of the things that've gone through my mind. The fact that I can't stop thinking about her... How everything reminds me of her... I'm telling her.

That I love her. I'm telling her everything I've felt about her, all of the things that've gone through my mind. The fact that I can't stop thinking about her... How everything reminds me of her... I'm telling her.


All that from one Billy Joel song.. good or what eh

That I love her. I'm telling her everything I've felt about her, all of the things that've gone through my mind. The fact that I can't stop thinking about her... How everything reminds me of her... I'm telling her.


Very good, Apricot. I hope it all goes well for you, sir.  :)

All that from one Billy Joel song.. good or what eh


It's easy to be a cynic.  ;D

All that from one Billy Joel song.. good or what, eh?

I guess ya got me, man.

Well, I gotta go to play. I'll be back in a few hours.

You stay classy, inthe00s. I'll return soon.

Isaac

Well, I gotta go to play. I'll be back in a few hours.

You stay classy, inthe00s. I'll return soon.

Isaac


Whammy! ;D

Ah, Hell, I'll Leave On A Even Numbered Post. This is post 1,460.

You stay classy, inthe00s. I'll be back. For real this time.

Isaac

Neither do I, mate. If you don't mind me asking, do you do/say anything that she thinks would require a psychiatrist's help?


She saw a lot of weirdness with me months ago but she had told me last night that she apologized and wants to make the relationship grow.



Howard

When you're in a healthy relationship you respect each others differences.  She gives you such a hard time I don't know why you would love her.  People that love you support you and make you feel good about yourself and I don't think Robyn is doing that for you.  You do have to let her know how you feel about her but you have to be honest and tell her that her behaviour is bothering you.

PS I did read your story #726.



Jaytee,she had apologized last night and wants to make the relationship grow.She realized what she said was wrong and wants to become boyfriend/girlfriend again.I'm very glad she had come to her senses and will back off.hopefully,something will come out of this.


Howard

Well, kids, I got MSN. I can talk to her now.

YEAH

how is everybody doing tonight

somebody post.

apricot shougld be getting back soon

oops... should

I'm feel so alone :\'(

why won't anybody post?  Doesn't anybody like me.

Hi pimpin

I'm back!

Yat, Apricot is here. :)

I hate it when the forums are this slooow..

Well, I'll keep em going!

Pit was okay tonight. Second night, so these were the "Got nothing better to do, so what the Hell?" people. Didn't laugh at anything like the first group. Their best laugh tonight was like last night's slightest. Oh well. They liked the music.

Ya know, the more I see of that b_tch I told you guys about, the more I love this girl. I hope she gets online soon.

Well, I'll keep em going!

Pit was okay tonight. Second night, so these were the "Got nothing better to do, so what the Hell?" people. Didn't laugh at anything like the first group. Their best laugh tonight was like last night's slightest. Oh well. They liked the music.

Ya know, the more I see of that b_tch I told you guys about, the more I love this girl. I hope she gets online soon.



Cool, Apricot. Good luck with the situation.

Man, why has inthe00s been so slow all weekend? Not even DevoRule has been on much.

I know. Usually DevoRule does a s___load of posts by now. What's up with that?

Guess the whole internet is slow... for me anyway.

Well, I'll keep em going!

Pit was okay tonight. Second night, so these were the "Got nothing better to do, so what the Hell?" people. Didn't laugh at anything like the first group. Their best laugh tonight was like last night's slightest. Oh well. They liked the music.

Ya know, the more I see of that b_tch I told you guys about, the more I love this girl. I hope she gets online soon.

congratulations on the second night.

You mean the actual speed, or as in there is nothing going on?

If you mean there is nothing going on, you're absolutely right. Theres NOTHIN going down tonight, not here, not at the other forum I visit, or on any of the sites I browse.

how did the chase seen go tonight?

was the crowd really that bad.

Nothing going on, I meant.

And the chase went better. It was the actors fault that the chase was f___ed up.

The crowd wasn't too bad, just bad by comparison to last nights.

I was there last night and laughed my a__ off.  If tonight's crowd didn't then there is something wrong with them.

It was a funny play the first time ya see it. After that, it gets pretty old.

i don't know i liked it.  but that is because i didn't practice it for a long time.

Yeah, the practices really kill it. Some moments were good every time.

i should probably go to bed.  got to go to church tomorrow.

Later, man. I'm gonna be here all night. Peace.

night everyone.  talk to you tomorrow.

See ya then.

My parents get home tommorrow. And I'm not happy about that.

Well, at some point, I have to give up. I wanted to stay on all night, but she's probably asleep, and my parents'll be home in an hour. I am going to tell her tomorrow, or the next day. I don't care if I have to send a letter, I'm going to do it. I just wanted it to be in real time.

Well, at some point, I have to give up. I wanted to stay on all night, but she's probably asleep, and my parents'll be home in an hour. I am going to tell her tomorrow, or the next day. I don't care if I have to send a letter, I'm going to do it. I just wanted it to be in real time.
call her or BUZZ her on the cell  ;)

I would, but it's 1 AM here. And I know neither of her phone numbers. Yet... And my gramma is here, and she would undoubtedly try to listen in. Meh, I can wait.

I would, but it's 1 AM here. And I know neither of her phone numbers. Yet... And my gramma is here, and she would undoubtedly try to listen in. Meh, I can wait.

Teehee... I can imagine your gramma listenin in..

So you had a word with her up at t'theatre then my son?

Did you give her one in the orchestra pit eh, eh, eh, eh, DID YOU MY LAD?!?!?!?

Teehee... I can imagine your gramma listenin in..

So you had a word with her up at t'theatre then my son?

Did you give her one in the orchestra pit eh, eh, eh, eh, DID YOU MY LAD?!?!?!?


When did you start using Bloodhound Gang's Hell Yeah? I can sometimes listen to it over and over  ;D

When did you start using Bloodhound Gang's Hell Yeah? I can sometimes listen to it over and over  ;D


Last night... me thinks tis funny.

However, hasus is spelt jesus.. which is annoying.. but clever.

Robin is still thinking of changing and helping me.We were discussing shampoo last night on the telephone and all of a sudden I told her that I got my haircut yesterday and my hair has been thinning for many years and she said that I need a hair thickening formula for it and she'll do anything in her power to keep me from going bald.I told Robin going bald in my family is hereditary and most of My Family has either thinning hair or is most likely bald so there's really nothing you can do about it right now.Let's worry about it till it happens.She is unbelieveable.changing my shampoo,clothes,medicine,psychologist.I wonder what's next? ::)  At least,I'm still hanging on to this relationship.So far,it's been 6 months and I'm pretty much enjoying it and both of us are discussing sexual situations.I doubt if this relationship will last least a year. ::)


Howard

It sounds like it's not lasting now, man.

Well, anyway, she didn't show up.. So here I am again! {at least until my parents wake up}

Well, I wish someone were here. Oh well. Maybe later.

Aw, man. She was on at 8 this morning. I got on at 9. I haven't been asleep since 6. If only I'd gotten up and gotten on. This sucks...

Well, I got pit in a few hours. Hope my parents wake up, school is a few miles away. And I ain't walkin' in th' cold.

Well, I got pit in a few hours. Hope my parents wake up, school is a few miles away. And I ain't walkin' in th' cold.

you glad it is the last day.

Oh yeah I'm glad it's over. No more fake Irish/Scottish/Whatever they are accents. And I'm getting sick of hearing that b_tch's voice.

whose voice.

I PMed it to you since no one else would know who it was.

just keeping this from dropping too far down.

Well, I was wrong. I read her, and I read her wrong. Yep.

I need some time, so I might not post for a little while.



Goddammit....

understandable.  you take all the time you need.  we're here for you.

Thanks man. I just gotta get through this alone, though.

Well, I was wrong. I read her, and I read her wrong. Yep.

I need some time, so I might not post for a little while.


Goddammit....


I'm sorry to hear that things didn't go as planned, Apricot. Take some consolation in the fact that you gave it your best shot. There is no shame in that,  ;)

The fact that I gave it my best shot negates neither the fact that I am still alone or the fact that I can not have her.

I just gotta calm down here...

I'm sorry to hear that things didn't go as planned, Apricot. Take some consolation in the fact that you gave it your best shot. There is no shame in that,  ;)

that is right.  no shame in giving it your best.

The fact that I gave it my best shot negates neither the fact that I am still alone or the fact that I can not have her.

I just gotta calm down here...


You just have to take pride in the fact that you took the chance, a lot of people don't and always wonder. At least you will not feel the need to do that - and it makes your skin that little bit more thicker.  :)

Meh. No Better.

I'm sorry Apricot.

I am alone too, and I'm 17. If that is of any concilation.

And I don't mean to belittle you or anything, but it feels worse to be alone at my age(especially if you are close to graduating) than at your age. I know because I've been by myself at both.

Actually, that was no consolation. If anything, I think you made me feel worse.

It's ok Apricot, we all go through crap and let downs like that, and if she can't see what an awesome person you are, there will be TONS out there that will....trust me...

..Just when you least expect it, you will meet the right one


~Beth

Feelings can change, and I'm counting on that..

It sounds like it's not lasting now, man.



I'm hoping this relationship will last.She means well on some occassions but just has to learn to back off sometimes.


Howard

you feeling any better.

I'm in a pickle. :( I really hate to choose between some friend which I really have been loathing for some time now by hanging out with him and want to try to get rid of this guy and Robin who I really want to see on Saturdays now and Sundays as well.I want to try to shrug this stupid idiot friend of mine off my shoulders but I don't really know what to say to this person. He's really driving me crazy. >:( I have been friends with him for almost 10 years but a fight drifted us apart for 4 years but still to this day,he's still the same moron emotionally.I've made up excuses like funerals and weddings and I'm just about running out of them.I know he won't like what I'll say to him but tough S-H-I-T!Too bad. >:( We have to drift apart and I have to move on with my life.I'll feel better and have Robin all to myself on the weekends.I'll let you know how everything went. :(


Howard

you feeling any better.


A little better.You can read thread #911 if you'd like.


Howard

I'm feeling abusive right now.. It's a good thing I'm alone, I already fudgeed up my fists pretty bad.

I'm in a pickle. :( I really hate to choose between some friend which I really have been loathing a lot by hanging out with him and want to try to get rid of and Robin who I really do want to see on Saturdays now and Sundays as well.I want to try to shrug this stupid idiot friend of mine off my shoulders but I don't really know what to say to this person. he driving me crazy. >:( I have been friends with him for almost 10 years but a fight drifted us apart for 4 years but still to this day,he's still the same moron emotionally.I've made up excuses like funerals and weddings and I'm just about running out of excuses.I know he won't like what I'll say to him but tough S-H-I-T!Too bad. >:( We have to drift apart and I have to move on with my life.I'll feel better and have Robin all to myself on the weekends.I'll let you know how everything went. :(


Howard


If you dislike him so much why don't you just tell him off in a very frank way?  Do you pity him since he's a mental case?  Or do you not have anyone else to hang out with?

I think I know how you feel though. I have a friend who was getting on my nerves for some time (now's he all cool) but I couldn't just tell him off.  I didn't have the heart or guts.  I feel you man :)  I think.  ;)

Well, I'm off to bed. I'll tell her I'm open if her mind changes.

Good night, everyone.

Well, I'm off to bed. I'll tell her I'm open if her mind changes.

Good night, everyone.


Good night, from a guy 3 hours in the past relative to you  :D

Well, I'm a bit better now. Longer post later.

Af'noon all.

Although i worked a 13 hour day today, i did get to fudge around on the Truck.

I'm cold now.. bbrrrrr... still no work tomorrow.

My hands are still numb, my knuckles still bleeding.. I've found a vent.

But anyway, today was slow. I'm glad it's over. I need to be alone right now, despite what my dad says. I'm sick of being told to "get over" everything the second it happens.

My hands are still numb, my knuckles still bleeding.. I've found a vent.

But anyway, today was slow. I'm glad it's over. I need to be alone right now, despite what my dad says. I'm sick of being told to "get over" everything the second it happens.



Ooooohh.. did you punch the door and walls as well.. clever lad.. get that spackle out  ;D

I feel like Isaac and Andy should get into a wrestling match...then Isaac could use the "Bruised Apricot" moniker for a day or two ;D

I punched a concrete wall at school about 15-16 times. With both hands, good amount of force. I could hardly use either hand. I'm still having trouble typing.

And I wanna do it again.

I feel like Isaac and Andy should get into a wrestling match...then Isaac could use the "Bruised Apricot" moniker for a day or two ;D


;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D

It's funny.. 'cus it's true.


I punched a concrete wall at school about 15-16 times. With both hands, good amount of force. I could hardly use either hand. I'm still having trouble typing.

And I wanna do it again.


Sweet! Good work my son, toughen up those hands. In future, if you still have fairly danity knuckles, punch a door, when it's broken.. you may stop.

Mine are pretty strong, get it from my father. That's why I was able to endure so many punches. I wanna be ready, because something tells me I one day may need said abilities.

Found a really nice mood ring today. Whenever anyone put it on after me, it went to bright yellow: really happy. When I put it on, it became, black and blue on half, and then green and purple on the other. Meaning: Hatred and depression mixed caused by love and jealousy.

Well, I'm Out. Maybe til tommorrow, maybe til later tonight. See ya.

Guess I'm back for now. My dad's getting in late tonight.

Writing songs again.

Well, just tell him "Look, I have a girlfriend now and I want to spend time with her so we'll have to do *whatever* some other time."  Even if you don't do something with Robin, that's something he doesn't really need to know.



I just have to tell him off but I do not want to have to choose between 2 people(Robin or Matthew).Robin almost had an emotional breakdown last night with me in the car but I tried to calm her down and let her know that I will talk to Matthew and try to tell him off whether he likes it or not.I have a girfriend now and I really love her and want to spend more time with her.And that's that.No questions asked. >:(



Howard

you feeling better now apricot.

No, not really.

sorry to hear that.

Meh. My songs are better then they were, which is cheering me up.

If you dislike him so much why don't you just tell him off in a very frank way?  Do you pity him since he's a mental case?  Or do you not have anyone else to hang out with?

I think I know how you feel though. I have a friend who was getting on my nerves for some time (now's he all cool) but I couldn't just tell him off.  I didn't have the heart or guts.  I feel you man :)  I think.  ;)



I'll let you know how everything went during the weekend.He's gonna be a hard case to get rid of. >:( But,I'll give it my best shot.


Howard

despite Robin and her wants and needs from me,I really had such an excellent time with her last night.We shopped at Burlington Coat Factory where I got myself a Genuine Leather Hat to match my brown-tinted sunglasses and leather jacket,we went for pizza and walked around the malls and that was it.not too cold out but a very nice day.this time,I sparked up the day by giving her so many kisses on the mouth to calm herself down about Matthew.I don't want her to suffer any emotional breakdown.I will get rid of him so her and I can spend more time with each other. :)



Howard

HAPPY PI DAY EVERYONE! ;)
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despite Robin and her wants and needs from me,I really had such an excellent time with her last night.We shopped at Burlington Coat Factory where I got myself a Genuine Leather Hat to match my brown-tinted sunglasses and leather jacket,we went for pizza and walked around the malls and that was it.not too cold out but a very nice day.this time,I sparked up the day by giving her so many kisses on the mouth to calm herself down about Matthew.I don't want her to suffer any emotional breakdown.I will get rid of him so her and I can spend more time with each other. :)



Howard


That's nice :) I'm very happy for you :)

That's nice :) I'm very happy for you :)



Thanks. :) I just hope he takes it well.I really want to build this realtionship up with Robin and I have a feeling he might jeopardize my lovelife so that's why for me it'll be better to just shrug him off soon. >:(



Howard

despite Robin and her wants and needs from me,I really had such an excellent time with her last night.We shopped at Burlington Coat Factory where I got myself a Genuine Leather Hat to match my brown-tinted sunglasses and leather jacket,we went for pizza and walked around the malls and that was it.not too cold out but a very nice day.this time,I sparked up the day by giving her so many kisses on the mouth to calm herself down about Matthew.I don't want her to suffer any emotional breakdown.I will get rid of him so her and I can spend more time with each other. :)



Howard


Now all you need is a pair of leather pants.  ;)

LB

just got finished working out.

my arms feel like rubber. :P

where'd every body go? :-\\ :\'(

Now all you need is a pair of leather pants.  ;)

LB



I can't fit into a pair of leather pants. ;D



Howard

I just excercised myself. Punched some more hard crap, and did some elliptical thing. I'm still angry. If anything, excercise makes me angrier.

Boop!

I am FINALLY allowing my husband to read my old journal.  :-\\ I figured it was ok because there is nothing in there that I haven't already told him. It was really weird because yesterday I was reading an entry that I wrote back in 1996 saying something about allowing him to read it in the year 2005.  :o :o :o  I guess my prediction back then has come true.





Cat

I am FINALLY allowing my husband to read my old journal.  :-\\ I figured it was ok because there is nothing in there that I haven't already told him. It was really weird because yesterday I was reading an entry that I wrote back in 1996 saying something about allowing him to read it in the year 2005.  :o :o :o  I guess my prediction back then has come true.





Cat

Wow, you're brave!  ;)  But, if he already knows everything, then thats cool  8) 

Well, I'm mad at a friend, but otherwise, I'm better right now. My dad and I had a really good discussion last night. I was surprised.

I just have to let everyone know that my husband is finally home from Iraq!
He came in last night at 10:30!
FINALLY!!!!

(so of course this means that I will be absent from the boards for a bit) ;)

Wow, you're brave!  ;)  But, if he already knows everything, then thats cool  8) 



Either I am brave or STUPID!!!!





Cat

Well, I'm mad at a friend, but otherwise, I'm better right now. My dad and I had a really good discussion last night. I was surprised.


I'm happy for you :)  I like talks with my dad.

I'm happy for you :)  I like talks with my dad.


I can't stand it. It started as an open-ended confession. He just said "What did you do?" because I wanted to be alone, which he always reads as guilt. But this was a nice conversation.

I just have to let everyone know that my husband is finally home from Iraq!
I came in last night at 10:30!
FINALLY!!!!

(so of course this means that I will be absent from the boards for a bit) ;)


GREAT news Tam. Please tell him... THANKS. :)

GREAT news Tam. Please tell him... THANKS. :)



Agreed. I'm happy for ya!

a suggeston...

These super long threads can get a little out of hand, and when a reported post gets reported, sometimes the person reading the complaint doesn't spot which thread they're in, so they just kill the whole thing.  I've done it accidently before on the 2000's board myself.

Before upgrading the software last year, we used to limit topics to 20 pages.  That's not really necessary now, but maybe once a week a new general discussion thread could get started, so that if the thread gets accidently removed (be it a moderator or a software glitch) people don't lose quite as much of there post count.

I'm not planning on enforcing this or anything, it's entirely up to you guys.  I always try and let the people who use the system decide how it runs, unless it's a technical thing (or something I've learned from years of doing this type of stuff).

I can't stand it. It started as an open-ended confession. He just said "What did you do?" because I wanted to be alone, which he always reads as guilt. But this was a nice conversation.


It's always good to let things off your chest.  Always remember that if you don't confess your trespasses they'll eventually destroy your soul.  That's worse than anything a person can do to you after you confess your wrongs.

Chucky: Well, I think that could make sense. Am I getting it right?

We would create a new board every month or so. So it'd be like: FEEL ANY WAY- OCTOBER, then FEEL ANY WAY- DECEMBER, and just keep moving them on. The old months could be locked and let to drop, so the posts stay and no boards get too crazy. Is that something like it? I'd be okay with that; I wouldn't prefer it, but I could live with it.

DevoRule: What irritates me is that he assumes I did something and won't leave until I confess to something. Usually, I have to think up something wrong, so he'll back off.

I discussed my situation to my group therapy this aftrnoon and they said that you shouldn't focus all your energy on just one person which they meant was Robin.But,I told them that I have many friends who I hang out with such as a guy who I hang out with during the weekends occasionally once in a while,I have a friend who lives in Niskayuna who I see every few months and we hang out in his area,I have another one who lives close by and we talk in his house and catch up on some old and new news and another who I rarely see so basically that's my friendship circle. :)


Howard

DevoRule: What irritates me is that he assumes I did something and won't leave until I confess to something. Usually, I have to think up something wrong, so he'll back off.


Mine like to have informative chats. I just nod and agree.. he usually dos the opposite of what he told me to do within the hour.

I discussed my situation to my group therapy this aftrnoon and they said that you shouldn't focus all your energy on just one person which they meant was Robin.But,I told them that I have many friends who I hang out with such as a guy who I hang out with during the weekends occasionally once in a while,I have a friend who lives in Niskayuna who I see every few months and we hang out in his area,I have another one who lives close by and we talk in his house and catch up on some old and new news and another who I rarely see so basically that's my friendship circle. :)


Howard


PLUS your friends here on the Decades Messageboards.

  :) ;)

LB

PLUS your friends here on the Decades Messageboards.

  :) ;)

LB



Yes.You got that right.Thanks LB. :) I just want to get rid of him and I want to keep Robin too.I love her a lot and never experienced so much romance in myself in such a very long time.I'm glad she stepped into my life. :)



Howard

I must say, I was a bit better then other days today. But it's odd. I've felt good, but not in a good way, if that makes sense. I feel recovered in an earthly sense. I'm enjoying earthly pleasures again. Everything enjoyable was drained from me a bit ago, and it wasn't a good feeling. Food was more of a pain and a bother, much like sleep. I didn't have the drive or feel the need to desire. I'm feeling satisfied in that sense now. Emotionally, I'm generally vacant right now, but that's not particularly new. But the odd part: I'm feeling... spiritually vacant. It's not like the feeling that I need something to bow down to or something to think loves me, just that I don't feel the prescence of anything beyond this earth. I feel like there is an newfound emptiness inside me. It's unfamiliar, but easy to identify. Just a total lacking in any reason to need to believe. Like I've truly felt nothing spiritual for the first time. Is this how atheism feels? Or maybe I'm just... I don't know. I wonder... It's not like I need the fulfillment, it's not affecting me, but it puzzles me, I must say.

I just have to let everyone know that my husband is finally home from Iraq!
I came in last night at 10:30!
FINALLY!!!!

(so of course this means that I will be absent from the boards for a bit) ;)




THAT IS GREAT!!! We will see you in about or week or so?  ;) Enjoy!





Cat

I must say, I was a bit better then other days today. But it's odd. I've felt good, but not in a good way, if that makes sense. I feel recovered in an earthly sense. I'm enjoying earthly pleasures again. Everything enjoyable was drained from me a bit ago, and it wasn't a good feeling. Food was more of a pain and a bother, much like sleep. I didn't have the drive or feel the need to desire. I'm feeling satisfied in that sense now. Emotionally, I'm generally vacant right now, but that's not particularly new. But the odd part: I'm feeling... spiritually vacant. It's not like the feeling that I need something to bow down to or something to think loves me, just that I don't feel the prescence of anything beyond this earth. I feel like there is an newfound emptiness inside me. It's unfamiliar, but easy to identify. Just a total lacking in any reason to need to believe. Like I've truly felt nothing spiritual for the first time. Is this how atheism feels? Or maybe I'm just... I don't know. I wonder... It's not like I need the fulfillment, it's not affecting me, but it puzzles me, I must say.


AH... you have finally achieved the rank of.. 'TEENAGER'... be prepared for about 3 more years of this...

DevoRule: What irritates me is that he assumes I did something and won't leave until I confess to something. Usually, I have to think up something wrong, so he'll back off.


Aha.  I see  :)

I just have to let everyone know that my husband is finally home from Iraq!
I came in last night at 10:30!
FINALLY!!!!

(so of course this means that I will be absent from the boards for a bit) ;)


CONGRATULATIONS!!!  I know how happy you are to have him home!!  I've been there and done that myself for 19 years.  Please tell him thank you from the rest of us, and thank you to you as well for being able to take care of things on the homefront so that your man can serve our country!!

Well, depression hit me like a ton of bricks just now. Wow...

Well, depression hit me like a ton of bricks just now. Wow...

Prozac my dear boy   :D

I just have to let everyone know that my husband is finally home from Iraq!
I came in last night at 10:30!
FINALLY!!!!

(so of course this means that I will be absent from the boards for a bit) ;)


How exciting.    :) :)  Have fun    ;) ;)

AH... you have finally achieved the rank of.. 'TEENAGER'... be prepared for about 3 more years of this...


I'm 45 and I still feel like it!!  :-[   So I must be teenager who never got over the anxiety and angst.  ???

Jiminy's suggestion of the Prozac isn't such a bad one.  :(

Well, depression hit me like a ton of bricks just now. Wow...


You poor thing.  I feel for you :(

I just have to let everyone know that my husband is finally home from Iraq!
I came in last night at 10:30!
FINALLY!!!!

(so of course this means that I will be absent from the boards for a bit) ;)

I'm so happy to hear he's back, Tam! :) :D ;D 8) That is the best news I've heard today! :)

Prozac my dear boy   :D


I've thought about it.... Seriously, I have. But I'm a bit better now. Still really bad, but a bit better.

I've thought about it.... Seriously, I have. But I'm a bit better now. Still really bad, but a bit better.
I hope you feel better soon...did someone say morphine, darvacet :D

I just have to let everyone know that my husband is finally home from Iraq!
He came in last night at 10:30!
FINALLY!!!!

(so of course this means that I will be absent from the boards for a bit) ;)
Awesome...that he's back, not that you'll be gone ;) Is this not also Great news that makes you feel good?? ;)

EY! Don't be taking away from my board! Don't make me get the E avatar out.  ;)

Yeah, I've given up. There some other guy. Meh well.

Feeling a bit lonely. I'm gonna go see "The Ring 2" with some friends this weekend.

Got m' report card. ALL As, BABY! Of course, that's expected at this point.

Feeling a bit lonely. I'm gonna go see "The Ring 2" with some friends this weekend.

Got m' report card. ALL As, BABY! Of course, that's expected at this point.


Jesus god dancing christ man.. all A's..

We went for Pizza, if i didn't get suspended that month. YOU THE MAN!

Thank you. It's not too phenomenal for me, really. If I can do it all year, then we used to celebrate. Now it's just like, Meh.

Thank you. It's not too phenomenal for me, really. If I can do it all year, then we used to celebrate. Now it's just like, Meh.


WOW! Seriously.. i would be chuffed

Lordy, Lordy, Lord, I'm Comin' Home!

Lordy, Lordy, Lord, I'm Comin' Home!


MAMA!.. Mama i'm comin home..

MAMA!.. Mama i'm comin home..



"'Cause I see blue skies through the trees and I realize, I going home." Oh sorry. Wrong thread.  :-[





Cat