Well not to long ago ( a month or two) I posted on this board that I had a crush on a girl and that I asked her out. Well a few of you are probably wondering what happened, and most of you probably forgot! ;D

Well things have been slow, and above all weird.  I asked her out the first time and she said that she was really busy, which I took as a nice girls way of rejecting me, but with her their was a twist at the end, and she said that she wanted to get together some time.

Well time passed and we talked to eachother occasionally. Sometimes the talks were really magical(at least to me they were, hearing her voice is like a chorus of angels). Other times I felt like a helpless little nerd with a school boy crush. I wasn't sure what she thought of me, she'd give me such strange reactions. Sometimes she'd be really friendly and act like she liked the fact I liked her and other times she'd ignore me and act like I didn't exist.
I myself wasn't always cool around her. she was sitting by herself one day at lunch, and rather than sit by her I sat with some other friends. Felt sorta bad about that but you dont' know me when it comes to girls. I'm the biggest chickens**t that ever lived!

After a while I figured that she probably didn't want me to bother her anymore and I'd do her a favor and leave her alone all together. A friend kicked me in the a** and said, "My God boy you lead the poor girl on to believe that you like her and now your just gonna give up!?!?!?!".  I thought to myself, well I guess I don't know how she feels, so I've already embarassed myself once so I might as well do it again.

I wrote her an email asking her to do a couple of different things. I just invited her to things I was already doing, Karaoke, and then a play a friend and I were going too.  She emailed me back saying she might want to go to the play, and to let her know when it was.  I saw her the next day at chapel and she just had the biggest smile on her face and the way she looked at me...it just made me feel so... I dont' know..but it made me feel whatever it was...She said that she had to figure out her schedule and then let me know whether to get her a ticket or not.

Well today I got an email from her and it said that she couldn't make it to the play cause she has her one act she's doing that night. I didn't know how to take that, but then she wrote that she was going to check out the movies in town and that she'd tell me what she thought sounded good and wanted me to let her know what I would like to see.

I looked up at the sky and said, "thank you lord"....this girl is amazing...shes' the total package...she's one hell of an actress, she's the most beautiful girl on campus, she's intelligent, she's a strong christian, she's funny, ..I mean everything I want in a girl..she is....and here's the thing!  She's given me..yes me..a chance!!  The times I see her walking around or in a class she acts like she likes me back!

I ain't used to getting what I want very often, but this time things look good, things look great.

I hope things look really really really great in the future..

Here she is by the way.