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I'm feeling better. The funeral is on Friday 16th April. Lucky it's not Friday 13th. :) Nan, though, I'm sorry we couldn't get you a horse drawn carrige for your coffin you'll make do with a black limo type car, won't you? :D I hope my nan likes it up in heaven. I had a dream last night that my nan was down here telling me what heaven was like. I just don't belive that nan's dead. I feel it's just a big movie or joke! A massive coincidence is that my nan used to use the 128 bus, right? Well on the day of her death, a 128 bus came up my road, stopped right in front of my home, I looked at it, and it suddenly carried up my road. Now there is NO bus stop in front of my home, and there were no traffic queues there at all. I belive it's my nan giving me a signal she's ok. Every time someone knocks at the door I belive it's my nan, and really hope it was just a mix up about who died. Every time they open the door though, it's a family member coming to talk about nan's death. I hate the thought of nan being dead, and not getting to be with her to the end. She fought till she died, I say. She was so close to dying before and she clung onto life. She died fighting. Also, when my nan's tv was on, and it was playing a film with a favrioute actor of hers in it, the door of the kitchen closed. I belive that's her telling us she's still here watching the film :)

PS: My nan was a big part of my life. If i get depressed on the boards or start to mention my nan please just think of what's going on in my life.

Seeya,
Ripp
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You know Ripp,When My brother was being lowered into the ground,I didn't expect to see the day it happened.I was in  total awe cause I never experienced seeing someone with thrown dirt on the coffin before.My Mother and I were in hysterics So I know what you're going thru.It would've been 9 years this June that My brother passed away.He was 24. :'(


Howard